Love, Hate, Love

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

His dirty hands on her white neck
Her breath, he didn't have time to check.
Her soft skin, the smell of her perfume
Turned his life into a living doom.
'But not anymore!' he thought
As the skin of her neck black had got'.


Her screams didn't have a chance
To make the pleasure last a while.
His vicious eyes, her dying dance,
The lack of erection for her lack of denial.
She was dead, but at a second glance
He could see a crimson smile.

A Natural Disaster

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

The thunders outside awakened her
The heavy rain on the pavement was lead
They wanted to bring a stir
To all these ideas that were going through her head


She tried to remember if yesterday she err
Only one thing in her mind stead
Memories from last night were a blur
Was she alive














or was she dead?

Down In A Hole

Sunday, July 13, 2008

I'm still breathless, and I can't resurrect
And I'm stuck at this song, it's on repeat.
'Down in a Hole', Layne's words are
I'm down in that hole, I accept defeat.



Part of my growing up, they say,
It will be over and you will one day smile
Maybe they're right, maybe they too were like me in a way
But unlike them, I want to stay in this hole a little while.

Too Late I'm Dead

Sunday, July 6, 2008




There have been so many times in which you felt like a Jew in front of Hitler, like a a woman in front of the puritans, like a heretic during the Inquisition, like Anne Boleyn in front of Henry VIII, like a mouse in front of a cat, like a drop in front of the storm, like white in front of black, like a soul in a body, like a coffin in a graveyard.

I'm dead.

Pressure

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Wonderful is the instinct of preservation
The things that your mind just block
The things that you don’t know how to handle
The things which you control them with an enormous lock.

You say ‘no’, but inside it's ‘yes’
Up there, it’s like a never-ending hurricane.
Which spins and spins, but in the end
You just want to keep your mind sane.

One day it will all go out
And the crossed out thoughts would be unleashed
Then you will remain silent
Watching the enormous lock broken, unwished.