two parts of the same knife

'why don't you get it that you're a loser? you don't belong in this world! you barely find love! the love that you need!'

'wait... maybe i need more time... maybe after a couple of days or so, things will straightened up a little...'

'no, you don't have any time! it's too late... you don't belong here... you're a creep and you'll never enjoy life as it should... so why waste time at all?'

'yeah, you're right...'

'but you don't have to kill yourself... the pain inside is doing that, without your help... just enjoy it slowly, and silently... and even then, you won't regret the consequence of this action...'

'yeah, it's true... it doesn't compare with the pain before... thx!'