Nothing to do

Monday, December 17, 2007



The years that have passed with nothing to do
Have been shallow
But that thing kind of changed after i met you
And after the first 'hello'.

Just a look, just a gaze,
Just a quick peak,
Now it's just a memory, a faze,
And i have become weak.

Weak of trying to get through you,
Through what you really are
To know what you will next do
Be near to me or run far.

I'm still waiting,
A new feeling i bore
The one you want repeating
The one when you want more and more.

Angry, sad and confused
Not knowing which one i feel most
Maybe i was used,
Maybe, but i still fell like a ghost.

I felt special, helpless and protected
Maybe i wanted attention
It's over now, i might just forget it
And put my soul this question

I ask mysel'
Why do i even bother
I think i'll better get back in my shell
So that i can be hurt by no other.

4 comments:

Irina-Alina said...

Lasand la o parte mesajul trist ar trebui sa te apuci sa compui cantece...in rest ce sa spun? Ai scris o emotie pe care nu va intelege nimeni mai bine ca tine...niciodata. Good job girl!

Irina-Alina said...

P.S.: I'm always there for you>:D<

void said...

But then again, the more you hide in your shell, the harder it will be to open it :|

eMma said...

yeah, i know Void... but what am i supposed to do?